In Conversation With God

Lately I have been thinking......during the countless days and nites whn I was questioning myself and my god.......who is god,where can I find him..talk my heart out to him..ask his shoulder to cry on..and get unlimited blessings....and ask for his little guidance.

I tried to search for him in gurdwaras,dargahs,temples and churches,but observed these places definitely had a certain level of positive energy but not god.....then felt he was manifested in the people I loved.......... my parents,family ,friends and sometimes in stangers and even in me.

Thats why i'm the happiest when i'm with people I know and care...coz I know god is within them(dont u feel good when u know god's near u -laughing talking with u)and sometimes I find his reflection in strangers,who r totally alien to me..but still know what happening in my mind and heart......and smtimes when i'm alone I try to search him in me...and my actions.

Abhi likhtey hue bhi mujhe lag raha hain ki shayad mere priyajano mein hee ishwar hai...they know what happening in my life...we r always in conversation.... constantly encouraging & advicing me and sometimes disagreeing but always there to answer me.and always wishing my well being.. thats exactly how I look upto to god....... people may think he is in all those magnificient buildings..par mujhe lagta hain god hamesha mere saath rehte hain...mere faith mein, mere vishwaas mein..bas fir bhi main unhe mehsoos nahi kar sakti...i want to meet him and ask what he wants from me..am I on the right road to be closer to him and to be eternally blessed....and to those lifetimes of happiness and satiety.

maybe kabir too felt the same........what i'm tryin to say...........

Moko Kahan Dhundhere Bande
Mein To Tere Paas Mein
Na Teerath Mein,Na Moorat Mein
Na Ekant Niwas Mein
Na Mandir Mein, Na Masjid Mein
Na Kabe Kailas Mein
Mein To Tere Paas Mein Bande
Mein To Tere Paas Mein
Na Mein Jap Mein, Na Mein Tap Mein
Na Mein Barat Upaas Mein
Na Mein Kiriya Karm Mein Rehta
Nahin Jog Sanyas Mein
Nahin Pran Mein Nahin Pind Mein
Na Brahmand Akas Mein
Na Mein Prakuti Prawar Gufa Mein
Nahin Swasan Ki Swans Mein
Khoji Hoye Turat Mil Jaoon
Ik Pal Ki Talas Mein
Kahet Kabir Suno Bhai Sadho
Mein To Hun Viswas Mein